There is an all-or-nothing mentality that permeates much of the self-growth industry. Once you find your bliss, you have to drop what you are doing to go make money at your passion.
One of the teachers at my retreat said, regarding enlightenment, “What good is being enlightened in a dark, quiet cave? Are you going to live in a cave for the rest of your life?”
So, sure, you can ‘live your passion’ and maybe you can make money at it. But, whether you do or don’t, there will still be times when you are not living your passion.
If your passion is painting, there will be moments when you are not painting. You will go to the store and not paint. You’ll go to the bathroom and, hopefully, not paint. You will sleep, eat, and shower – all without painting. While you do these activities, you may be inspired towards what to paint or how to paint and research on your ‘field’. But you will do no painting in these moments.
Going through your day and, at times, not actively enacting your passion gives you time to be ‘with’ your passion, to ‘miss’ your passion. How can you understand light without dark, black without white, Chez Fabulous without McDonald’s? If you are in a loving, amazing relationship, you probably have to leave your Beloved for the day and work. But though you are not in your spouse’s presence, talking to your husband, or playing with your wife, you can still mentally be ‘with’ your loved one.
It’s a kind of meditation, being conscious of that which you love and bringing it with you wherever you are. Take your enlightenment out of the cave, your passion away from the canvas.
You can live your passion without constantly doing your passion.
So my friends, if you are working in a field that is not your passion, do not feel guilty. If how you make money has nothing to do with what you love, know that all is still right in your universe. Do the job that you have as well as you can, and take pride in the work that you do. Make steps towards changing careers if you like, but don’t worry if you are only taking baby steps.
The only person that needs to be comfortable with the steps that you take is you.





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April 29, 2008 at 1:29 am
marlajayne
I’m trying to think of the man who wrote Winesburg, Ohio. Sherwood Anderson maybe? I’m too lazy to google him right now. Anyway, I remember hearing that he spent his days working as a paint manufacturer and his nights as a writer. Eventually, he became pretty famous, but until then, he couldn’t “follow his bliss.”
I think if people are to become “self actualized,” then discovering and using their gifts and aptitudes is surely helpful, maybe even essential. At the same time, not everyone can pursue these gifts while keeping the wolf away from the door. Even if we can do stuff that we love “on the side,” it can help in our overall level of life satisfaction.
April 29, 2008 at 2:09 pm
persistentillusion
@ marlajayne – Wow, a paint manufacturer. It’s amazing what we can end up doing for a paycheck.
April 29, 2008 at 7:24 pm
thedailydish
My favorite poet, Ted Kooser, worked in insurance his entire career. I don’t think you could get much farther from poetry than that. And yet he managed to become a US Poet Laureate, and much more. People need to get away from labeling people by what they DO in terms of paid employment, and focus on what they ARE.
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April 16, 2009 at 1:21 pm
kevincrobinson
Thank you for this post…much food for thought
hayden tompkins says:
Thanks, Kevin.